Maybe because.
I've been kind of pensive lately.
Maybe it's because our 4 year anniversary is in 6 days.
Maybe because things haven't changed much in two years in regards to the latter.
Maybe because it's May and i just found out that the lottery visa for 2018 results are in and you can now check if you've been selected. I'm scared because other than this crazy shenanigan idea, we have not much other option plus, our crazy shenanigan idea is also a crazy long shot.
Wouldn't know what much else to do if he gets the thumbs down. We are hoping for the holy trinity of miracles but trying to prepare for a let down (which will most likely happen?)
Maybe because it's May and that only means my 30th birthday is getting closer.
Maybe because I'm just scared.

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posted on 2017-05-02 @ 11:21 a.m.