*I'm drained and i didn't eat at all today. Marlee (my manager) was outside the door that leads out through the break room and was cooking burgers and hot dogs for all of us workers. I was starved so a burger would have been nice, but all i wanted to do was go home. "Bye Marlee", i said.
She smiled at me and said "You want something to eat? ive got burgers and hotdogs".
Before i could even think it through, i said i was fine and told her i was heading home. In the table that was in the break room was a viriety of chips and stuff to accompany the food and for a second i thought about going back to get a burger but then just settled for going home. I didn't sleep much and i was just tired.
Amanda's Big mouth didn't help much. She annoys the hell out of me, out of all of us. I don't know how she's one of the managers. We all just kept hoping she'd shut up. God, you'd think she'd actually work.

I don't like feeling so drained and i think i might start looking into taking something to boost up my energy.

*On a slightly more exciting note, i got a text from Tim this morning. I hadn't talked to him for a few days (mostly because i've been working alot and because i've felt tired) and when he sent me the text, he told me he was on a plane to Houston and from there, he was going to Korea. Yeah, i know. I was envious but mostly happy for him. He's traveling alone but i mean...it's Korea you know? He said he sent me a letter this morning before leaving and i'm looking forward to getting it. He saved up about $1000 to go and it took him awhile too but he did it. He didn't tell me how long he'd be there and i jokingly said he better not bring a Korean woman home and laughed.

I got the text while i was busting my butt working. I wish i could travel too. I don't like feeling like i go to bed and wake up knowing exactly how the next morning will unfold. I want spontinuity or i'd like a little of it at least. If i had plenty O' Cash, you can bet i'd travel... I'd go where i wanted for a change...alone...just by myself with no one telling me i shouldn't.

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