gotta let it go. |
I want to be able to decode the dreams that i have about Daniel. They are all in diffrent places but really just center into the same things. Sadness. Right now i know i can't possibly expect anything from him. I can't expect a relationship, i can't expect his loyalty and i can't expect the truth. He has a problem with truth. So, i should get used to the idea that Daniel has a long way to go before he can be the person i know he's capable of being. I don't want to stop him from doing what he wants, but when someone tells you they love you, you expect them to live up to those words. But i believe i am a good person and i just have to let him figure his feelings out on his own. I have to stop, focus and remember that at the end of the day he's still just my friend and that i have no right to yell & scream when he gets a girlfriend. Sometimes i think i forget that. I'm not going to hold him back anymore. so i have to suck it up and deal with it. He is free to pursue anyone he wants. |
posted on 2009-08-03 @ 9:15 p.m. |
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