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the one where it gets closer to the day.

i think I've finally come to terms with him not coming. It doesn't mean I'm not sad about it- i am... but it's just unrealistic to think that this far in something will change.
He no longer has the money, the ticket is no longer cheap and he's already going to Argentina with his nephew.
Next month should of been the best birthday of my life.I can be angry about it or i can just accept that it happened, call it unfair a few more times and move on hoping that something greater will come out of our heartbreak.
I know I'll cry as it all gets closer but i have faith that it will be okay.
God and the love we have will get us through this... and maybe just a little bit of luck.

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posted on 2016-07-09 @ 2:26 p.m.