Changes inside me. |
In spite of the good stuff i'm taking, i still feel slugish and weird. There's something going on inside me which i know must be part of the cleanse portion of this. This headache hasn't gone away so that makes it worse. I feel like i'm not getting enough food but i also know that this is new and my stomach will growl now that i'm not stuffing my face. When i told Jenn about my diet, she said: "I'm fat and no matter how hard i try to lose weight, nothing works so i'm just going to eat whatever i want and be happy and fat..." I want to be one of those people that tried the absolute best and succeeded. Our bodies tend to react differently to changes. Then there's people like Debbie- one of my managers- who feels guilty for even eating a hot wing even though her body is great. She's been on the other side of weight so i understand her fear. I already have dinner planned. Red Potatoes with olive oil, a little salt & pepper in the oven and some coli flower on the side. Sounds great. I start my early shifts again after not having a truck in two weeks. I'm going to need all the energy i can get. |
posted on 2013-02-05 @ 6:46 p.m. |
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