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2024-08-01
| I don’t feel emotionally ready to go back to the church group tonight. I’m not in the mood, my period’s due, i’m not up to date on the requirements to “graduate” from the second level and i don’t want to be rude or mean to anyone because my thoughts are elsewhere and i’m honestly annoyed. Mom’s insistent that i go and just be honest but i’d rather avoid them all. She just has a problem with hearing the word ‘No’ so she takes it as a challenge to try and convince me instead of respecting me. I’m not concerned with honesty. My mind is not focused on anything else but with thoughts of my lovely deceased aunt, my husband, my future work prospects, the approval of the CR-1. That’s all i care about right now. My situational depression is alive and well.
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