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Pride doesn't pay them.

I guess i should stop having hope for work related fairness. that's probably never going to happen.
I've been fed up for awhile now but i put up with it only because every time i search for something better that i could possibly enjoy, i get discouraged when i come up with a dead end or something happens with the website.
It feels easier to just exhale in a silent room and sleep off the disappointment, putting things off for just one more day but i haven't stopped hoping for some miracle (because let's face it, that's what it's gonna have to come down to)
It sucks to see unfair behavior. seeing others favored over you and no matter how hard you work, it's never appreciated or noticed nor does it guarantee you more work. it's not like you can harbor in pride when they finally do call you to come in because, bills.
Pride doesn't pay them...
Although secretly, you keep muttering unpleasant things under your breath. it's hard but i know that this kind of thing is everywhere...
i just didn't think I'd be one of those poor losers to experience it constantly.

This feeling of 'i can feel something better is coming' keeps lingering around me but i have no idea when or how it will pan out into a real opportunity that will make me a steady income.

I want to be one of those 'right place at the right time' people.
For the betterment of me but I'd be lying if i said i wouldn't enjoy going into the store and rubbing it in all the faces of the favored ones that i no longer have to put up with all the bull.

i just wish that day was preferably tomorrow.

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posted on 2015-06-14 @ 12:15 a.m.