But if you never try you'll never know just what you're worth. |
I keep getting disappointed at work like i expect things to suddenly turn around after having a good week. Things are always going to be like this as long as there are people willing to play the game. Like i said to a friend: Being an ass kisser only works if they like you back. I'm anxious and nervous and antsy. I'm sick of grown ass women gossiping, snitching and getting all the benefits. it's in my face all the time. Daiana said i should call HR but it's not worth it. they won't do anything and if the job was worth keeping, i might of called ages ago but i already know it's not. I casually noticed a Day Care while driving past DeSoto. i don't know how long it's been there but my mom noticed it and said the name of it out loud. i quickly got my phone out and wrote the name down on my notes page. I looked it up, got to a website and i decided to e-mail the owner about working there as a teacher. I pondered: 'Wow... ME...a teacher?' I'm good at so many things, including being with, caring and teaching kids and it feels like a waste not to use such gifts but everyone out there now a days wants you to have a freaking doctorate and that just halts the process for a lot of people who need a decent pay who didn't finish or go to college, you know? And here i am, still trying even though I'm emotionally exhausted and anxious for my search to end... and since i don't believe in jinxes, i shared this here and i try because i know for a fact that I'm better that that crummy store I'm working in now and i know it's just a matter of time. how long, I'm not sure but I'm trying and that's all i can do. |
posted on 2015-03-25 @ 3:15 p.m. |
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