Wide Awake.
I just made it home.
I forgot i hadn't made the bed, so my thick blankets were sitting there just as i had left them early this morning.

I don't think i'll be able to sleep until later on tonight. I've got nothing to do but to shuffle the music i've got.

I'm fine with that. I feel like i'm diving into that night owl thing again. Sometimes that makes me feel helpless because i don't know what to do with myself.

I wish there was someone i know i could call to whisper meaningless things to on the phone for five minutes. I know i'll make no sense but regardless i wish i knew i could still do that until i can safely fade out in peace then say goodnight without awkward goodbyes.




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posted on 2013-04-01 @ 2:04 a.m.