Everything You Feel.
Something i read really resonated with me just now.
Someone wrote: "There's a very common misconception that men are hard, and un-emotional, and cold. But truthfully, when a guy decides to care about someone, they care 100%"


Most of the men i've dealt with have been friends. I'm really starting to piece together that once you want something out of the friend zone with a man, it becomes increasingly difficult to be on the same page with them because in order to move forward, not only must you like each other, but that there could also be a real possibility for deeper feelings. Deeper feelings can lead to hurt. I really noticed when he said "When a guy decides to care..."


That was eye opening. It's a decision which i've always said. If someone decides to care about you, it's fact. Done deal. Everything you say or don't say...
Everything you feel or don't.
Every lie you tell.
Everything you take for granted.
It's a choice.

This person also says:" I complain about it because out of all the things in the world I care about, I care about love the most. I want it so bad, and because of that I allow myself to get hurt."


With all the stupid mistakes we make, all in all, there's always risk of hurt and sometimes we're willing to get our heart shredded 10,000 fucking times in order to find whatever the heck love is if there even is such a thing. Don't know if people will ever stop trying in order to find it.

Just because you take a break from it doesn't mean it's completely gone from your mind. There's always plenty of reminders out there. Movies, Books, Television Series, Commercials, Holidays. There's always some kind of tribute to love, as if we needed it so damn badly (which i'm sure we do). There's no escaping it. While it does hurt, even if you take a pause from the craziness of it, you'll always find that you want it anyway.

Sad, but True. We're just fools. No one ever seems to be on the same page these days. I think that's why i've had a few "Almost boyfriends" Well, Fuck. Timing makes up a considerable chunk. Life can only grant you so many do overs.




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posted on 2012-08-27 @ 1:11 a.m.