| For the First Time. |
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It's a little conflicting when you really want to let your guard down then thinking: "Maybe i shouldn't... just in case" It's a little laughable. For someone who's so pro-love, i am not too fond about getting hurt again. It's a complicated place to be, because i really want to relax, keep my arms down on my side and not pressed against my chest in defense mode. I want to enjoy the best part of love. Mentally, i am in a great place. This is the first time i've actually realized that i am worth a lot. This is the fist time that i am not afraid of being emotionally abandoned by someone again. This is the first time that i will be able to say "If you wanna go, if you want to leave me, then go." |
| posted on 2012-08-11 @ 12:22 p.m. |
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