Let's Put an End to Cliches.
I think about Ri and how things never picked up. I don't need a few more days to know what i know. The thing is, i'm okay even though i do wonder why.

I think about Ty and how he was so quick to forget about all the times i was there to lend an ear, give a word of advice and then one day that could all disappear.

I think about the people in my life now...Each making up a fragment of my feelings. They take up the infinite space and piece together what is known as my heart.

Some will leave and others will Stay. Some don't make any sense and others make perfect sense.

I've spent almost seven years of my life fighting for something i felt to be the only truth i could cling on to. I don't happen to believe in the cliche that "if it's meant to be, it would of happened already" kind of thing. That's not necessarily true. We're not all the same. We have different circumstances that drive our lives. It's like looking at your Horoscope. It's so one sided. To expect the same thing to happen to all Virgos out there in the world is as ridiculous as even buying into it all.

Our outcomes aren't 100% driven by fate and even though i am a believer or it (to a certain degree) We play a major role in deciding how things will turn out. We have a say in things. They might not always turn out that way, but sometimes you have to believe that just because something 'hasn't happened YET', doesn't mean that it wasn't meant to happen. Life is...well, Life. For some of us, something we want can take a few weeks and for others, it can take years. We don't know. That's the mystery that surrounds each individual. If everything happened the same, nothing would be special or sacred. We'd live and we'd look at every stranger we encounter out on the street as someone who will eventually have the same fate.

While it is painful to have such a process we care about take so long, we will never fully understand why some things happen the way that they do. Just got to keep on trying and fighting for them. Eventually, the wind will blow us where we need to go. We must grow right along with the changes that come with the every day and that's the challenge. Learning to realize when it's time to let go and doing so in a healthy way instead of having someone else yank it away. If someone tries to tear away something or someone you love when you aren't ready to let go, you will always look back at that situation with a bitter heart and mind, but if you let it go because you are ready and strong, you will look at it as a learning experience and will move on with a fresh mentality and the maturity you need to continue with your life.

No one said it was easy...
but i know better than to read a Horoscope and believe that everyone else out there is just like me.
I refuse to believe that.
So, let's put an end to Cliches.

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posted on 2012-01-18 @ 3:32 p.m.