It's too cold to brave this... |
It's early, i know. The cold here currently is unbearable. They delayed our truck until 8am but it doesn't seem to get any better outside. My street looks like a skating rink. In Texas it's a big deal, you know? We're not used to such weather incidents and nobody wants to risk getting hurt. I just got off the phone with Dianna and she told me she was not going. Apparently, no one is there yet because she got no answer. I think i'll call them around 7:15 or 7:30 at the latest. I decided. I'm not going. It's hard to even stay completely asleep when you have that on your mind but i did manage to dream. I was having one of those dreams where i was searching for Daniel again. I knew he was around; i just had to find him. I got a couple more people involved in my search. In the parking lot of this college-looking building, i saw Lenny In the dream, i also ran into my paternal grandfather. I smiled when i saw him and ran to hug him. I told him i was here in college then left him on his way. (That was brief.) I also found myself in a little room where a character from one of the spanish soaps i watch was flirting with another girl. (That was weird).... I also saw that Karen Shelly (our Kohl's payroll person and coffee maker extraordinaire) was in charge of this room i was in. I finally gathered up the other two ladies i was with and then stopped in front of a classroom with those long-ish classroom windows on the door. Inside, i saw Daniel. I stopped because i wasn't sure that i should go in. My heart was pounding and i feared that if i went in, he'd run away. Most of the dreams i have of him involve me trying to find him in crowds or public places. In the dreams i'm always afraid and i'm always helpless....and in the end whenever i DO find him, he smiles at me, holds me and he doesn't let go. I think that's always been my fear with him... I didn't get to finish this dream. I wish i had and i'm not the type of person that can go back to sleep and pick off where i left off. After this, I'm going back to bed. It's dark, freezing and i don't want to get out of bed. There's no way i'm going out there. |
posted on 2011-02-02 @ 6:38 a.m. |
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