Previously, i'd always dreamed of him off in the distance somewhere running & hiding while i searched for him.
This time he didn't run. This time he stayed with me as we sat on the stairs of an apartment building. I let him lay on my lap and he looked up at me and talked. I do not know this building, i have never seen it before and it didn't look like i had ever been there. It was late at night...maybe 2 or 3 in the morning, everything else was quiet, and we laughed and talked and walked around all night together and he held my hand and lead me wherever he wanted to go.

That was nice.

I just hope this time he can follow through with what he said about not leaving me for long periods of time. He might not miss me that much, but i always miss him.