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I know i was sleeping well. When i'm more relaxed, i can rest better but last night, the night seemed to go by slower, more at ease. I opened my eyes and checked the time to see how much longer i had before i had to get up. I saw his name there again at 5:00 am and it surprised me. I thought i might be dreaming him like i usually did on some early mornings. I opened his message and read it. He said: "I just want you to know that someday we will make love. I'm sorry to send something so lame so early in the morning but i wanted to let you know..." Considering everything we've been through, i couldn't imagine him telling me something like this again. I was certain in my mind that he didn't even think of me anymore....that i didn't matter like i once believed i did. He sent me that message like he knew for sure that we would make love. the way it was worded. I felt something inside. He said it like he was sure, but most importantly, i was in his thoughts still. He still thought of me. |
posted on 2009-09-20 @ 8:16 p.m. |
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