I really didn't mean that you were pessemistic; i meant that about me and how at times i can get that way because i'm not in the right mood, so i'm sorry if you felt like i was attacking you. I don't take it personally either; i know it's just you being you.

I wish for you to know that whatever does bother you that you can talk to me about it...even if it involves you whining or bitching, or yelling.
I know i'd like to have that kind of person listening to me.

You know that night, when you said sometimes you missed me, i forgot to tell you how easy you had it because i miss you everyday, even after having a conversation with you.

You just left not too long ago, and i already miss you.
It's almost like when you feel that someone is a part of you and if that 'part' is gone, you're always wondering where it is and you look around the room trying to find it.

I like you. You're one of those friends another friend would never get sick of, even if we argued all the time. You'd still always find a way to make me forget about being angry. You make my anger for you fade. I don't know how. I want to hear you laughing, telling me how silly i am for never staying mad at you.

I want to have something with you that no one else knows about, just like i have with my other friends. We have inside jokes and i call them little names and they do the same for me. You're the only one i don't have that with and i sure wish we did.

Even if i get upset and frustrated with you, i love you the same way. It's not a secret between us. If i feel it, i'll say it to you.

Sometimes when i want to do something, none of my friends seem right for it, you know?

Like when Chicago was in town, i was sad because i couldn't go, but then what if i had been able to go? Who would i take? None of my friends like Chicago or Journey, or Def Leppard.
That's when i think "Wow, I wish Daniel were here, we'd have a bitchin' time!"

So, if you're ever awake at 2,3,4,5 in the morning, chances are i'll probably be opening my eyes in between those times to check the clock, or my cell phone just in case.

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