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I wonder why i eat my Oreos with Ice Tea. Interesting combo, only yet some would find it disgusting and unreasonable. I don't care. I'm through with caring what others think these days. I give this stare that would probably break you. It's the look i give when i'm seriously angry- and i rarely get angry...unless you give me something genuine to bitch about. I can bitch, and it's a shame because i look pretty and innocent sometimes, but that's not true. I have this world. My world is buried in 70's & 80's classic rock goodness. Music is my life and i breathe it in daily. I was born early because i couldn't wait to tell the world i was here.... August 26th, 1987 at the height of hair spray and Def Leppard. I always knew i'd be a rockin' chick. I haven't found anyone worth looking twice at in this town.
If you tell a guy go and he takes the offer, yah, chances are, he didn't love you even if he says he always will. Thanks for that one Lockwood! Now i don't know where i'm headed. It's a road i want to avoid taking because loving someone is great, but not too great when you cry 50% of the time. Once you've had your heart broken 2 or 3 times, you're always on the guard. If i get dumped, or shut down, i can handle it better now. I won't kill myself, i won't become bitter and once again, the world won't end. This time around i've felt love embrace me more than in the past because i see it more seriously, i think: 'This could be the person i'd want to marry someday' so i don't sit around and play with people's emotions. If someone wants something with me, you better be looking for a girlfriend because i won't accept "friends with benefits". I just want what every one does. Everlasting Love. I'm not like every other person out there and yes, i do think there is more to life than a sexual relationship. I want to have a real genuine connection with a person, not just that we're so hot for eachother...now let's have sex 10 times. So, you know after being sr2005kse for almost 7 years, this is me. Kenny-loo. It sounds prettier and more femenine than Kenet. That's another story entirely. Some of my friends call me "Kenny" or just Ken. My best friend calls me "Hippie". I'm 21....(almost 22...yay!) I'm getting rid of my fears. I may not look like the stongest, but internally, i want to be like steel so some things won't break me down. |
posted on 2009-07-08 @ 7:46 p.m. |
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